I feel sick and sick then. It was very painful…very painful. I feel I could not stand anymore. I cannot… it was a very long time I did not put my word in blog. Is it on purpose? I do not know what to say here. Many things crossed in my minds from the time being, things that upset me a lot. Within the sadness, somehow, the happiness would come even once in a month. But there are things that were really annoying and unaccepted. Why must I think about others and their future life? Why must I take care of each person in this world? Is it because of I am going to be a teacher in which I have to show my concern to all my students in school? Is it what we call a good teacher? Or is it because they had been my best friends? Long I stood…

iT cOmEs AgAiN...

Day and day went by. I keep on thinking what happens on me while being abroad in four years time. I keep on wondering how I am going to survive with no more Dr.Yusri, Dr.Rose, Dr.Ahmad Kamal and Mr.Alan Cheah, people who contribute to the greatest in understanding me during classes. I wonder what kind of people I would be meeting and befriend with………………..really hope to be with you all, friends for the entire life… can’t imagine how sad would I be without you all... I can’t imagine that…

huhhhh...

My Academic Study Skills (ASSF103) presentation was over… now; I have to focus and concentrate on the three killer subjects: Physics, Chemistry, and Calculus. Many things happened this week, joy things and even worth things I think. However, fortunately I like the things which more or less taught me how to be an independent person. While working on the ASSF103 assignment, I learnt how important to be involving in a team work. I learnt how we should care each other in order to come to a complete work.

But I am afraid for the presentation result that will be announced in a short time. What marks does our group gain? Would this presentation really help us improve our grade? Would it be? Whatever it is, never let ourselves down and always keep yourself in the right line. Remember that we have so many things to do to meet with our goals for better life in the future time.

bEsT oF tHe BeSt ...

I have to come back to UNITEN at 10 p.m dated 8th February last night. That was the only earliest ticket that my father found the moment before I depart from UNITEN. What such a fate!!! I thought I could not go home. But that was before I received good news from my father’s call. I went back on seventh on Thursday luckily. Having not less than 10 hours journey from Hentian Kajang, Kuala Lumpur to my hometown, Kuala Terengganu, I thought it was a great and the most beloved trip I never had and felt before. I like this trip which entirely refreshed my whole mind. I like to see some hills, decorated with oil palm and rubber trees. I like to see beaches along east coasts of Malaysia with no exception of beaches in my own state. I like to get onto buses and ride to any places very far from my stand. And lastly I had them all… like my friend said, appreciate every single moment that you have… : ) hAvE A nIce JoUrNeY ( :

sadness returns.......... : (

It was a very long moon since I ended myself from blogging. I feel so sad today and ever… I cannot go home. I cannot see my brothers and sisters in Terengganu. I cannot see my Mom although for a second. I cannot you my dear fish. I cannot. All tickets had been clearly sold and nothing left. I cannot do anything about this… It was so sad to tell… : (