I know nothing about the future...
Long I am standing and gazing and thinking… thinking of what I am going to face… thinking of when I am going to be back to my hometown for the last time… I think and think some more… and think some more, trying to seek for something I never went and got through…
Sadness has been appearing… and appearing with a non-stop mode… it keeps going and going. I have spoken sometimes but yet again I have been silence for quite a long time, I remembered because I have been keeping too much memory. They are all in my mind…