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have been sad for days... Ya Allah.... sunyinya aku without my little brother and sister, I dont know what to do without them at my side... only He knows, the last time I saw him, when I sent him to his primary school, I saw him sad, really sad, I dont know where the sad comes from,either from my sister tease(bcoz she sat near him in the car) or from my leaving to NZ. Ya Allah, I feel like more to the second one. "Ya Allah, help him and all the others, so that they get to Jannah easily and protect them from being sad and give them strength to strike all 'karenah dunia'"...Ya Allah...