I hope for something to be almost perfect… but it won’t be…
I hope for a thing to be more flexible… but it did not…
Instead, it worsened!

Everything to be change, but nothing I could change…
Every single matter to be sorted, but life never approved…
Every woe had a coming stop, but mine almost none…
It may not be…

The next three years I would be in New Zealand…
Sent by Allah… God Willing…
Hoping for something to change…
A little change I would be very thankful…

I felt quite tired playing around all these things… but it never changes.
So, what for?...
Are all these trying to make a mockery of me?

But,
Alhamdulillah…
I’m alive…
Up to now.