I won’t let anything unpredictable and unwanted happen during the matrix of process of Orang Asli project… because it was a big ‘amanah’… a big responsibility I should play in… amanah from my dean… my adviser… but as my heart whispered, I should not be a leader as I uphold my father’s saying: “satu-satunya makhluk di dunia ni yang sanggup menerima amanah dari Allah hanya kalangan manusia sahaja. Semua makhluk selain manusia x berani nk menerimanya kerana sesungguhnya amanah itu amatlah berat tanggungjawabnya”… I did not say that I could not be a leader… but masa yang sesuai belum tiba as I am not matured as others… You all know me kn! I need time to learn to be a leader. …