more battle

semalam... hari paling riang dan ceria buat aku... my Best friend ever came to see me at home... Ya Allah, it was really a nice talk... cerita psl kwn2 lama... psl diri sndiri... it was a very long conversation... the presence of him made me not feel lonely anymore... mungkin krn kami byk bercerita, dan cerita dia brjaya merancakkan lg perbualan... sampai ak terasa laen bila die mula beredar dari rmhku... Waktu itu sudah Maghrib... I knew him only for two years... ,,, but dia telah brjaya menawan some part of my heart... Ya Allah... aku berasa seronok yg teramat sgt bila dye bercerita... dan aku mnyampuk... and more and more old and current stories came out from his mouth... tp sebaik shj dye beredar, aku dpt merasakan kesunyian sekali lagi bermula... Ya Allah... aku adalah seorang yg pendiam... tapi, berbual bersamanya, berjaya mngubah sikapku(walaupun 1 jam) daripada pendiam mnjadi ceria...

a battle that will never end...

just now was awesome... It has been one and half year I did not meet him face-to-face... and today I did meet him. He has been a GREAT competer of mine over many moons ago... my GREAT peer... Defeating him was so frustrated after all... tapi akhirnya kalah jugak aku after so many efforts I put... Allahuakbar... BUT but... I'm back, my Great friend... I'm back!!....prepare yourself!!! But I did love him, praying to Allah to give him strength whenever he failed in the battlefield... I found a true persaudaraan in Islam... isn't it beautiful, my dear readers?

That was the most beautiful...

being at Gold Coast, Australia is not my intention at all... but at last, Allah sent me there... What a beautiful scene while over the land there... That's Allah creation.

fear

Today is already 4th June... I am afraid to come back to New Zealand though most people like them. My place is here. Returning to there has been fearing me alot... I remember the late Miss Eliza, a lecturer I admired the most when I was in UNITEN. Because of her, I kept on blogging in English.... perhaps she was the first person bringing awareness to me regarding how easy to master English especially in speaking if you kept practising and speaking in that language. Once she commented on my posted coretan... English cannot be mastered within days... may take years but for sure, not 7 or 30 days... Those words always played around my ears perhaps until now. Semoga Allah merahmati roh Miss Eliza.