I went to fidri’s house just now… having talk and some joke with my ex-SHAMS who is too my brother’s friend. I was not looking at my watch because I knew having a look at it make me a bit fear. So, I did not notice how long I had been there till I reached home at 12 noon after buying two Qiblat direction finders or Malayly called “Kompas Penunjuk Arah Qiblat” at Mydin Mall...

In conjunction with my group’s going, every place I passed by, reminds me a lot of indispensable memories. I tried to mark every single place I crossed in my mind. I felt I would be very lonely over there… I was very very lonely. Of course, everyone would think that. No doubt about that, isn’t it? And for some, everything would change as they were adopted to the place they would deal with.

Today I fought with my Mom… the situation has been very gloomy…

It is today in which to change. But tomorrow unexpectedly to change but it won’t. I won’t. The willingness disappears. Like my cikgu did, I am counting the day too… everyone does somehow because nobody knows what is going to happen after that coming ‘big’ day in their villages and districts where they have been living since they were born.

In the past, I vowed to myself to keep blogging. But now, everything may or may not change. It is the time to change. After all, it is me who change…