slowly it moves....

Everybody is going to head for home…
leaving UNITEN (especially Amanah and Ilmu) entirely homeless.
It is really touching
When
at last all classmates who has been doing intensive classes in Calculus and Physics, are packing for home…
some have already gone…
and I’m alone…
I’m very afraid I cannot see you all again…
I’m afraid if the ‘time’ arrives.
And I have no longer chance to be in this great ‘family’ again.
Tomorrow (September 27) will be my turn.

Sani Express… 9.00 am…


17 more hours left…

It has been a very long time I did not update my blogger even a word…
As mentioned, it was not me not to update… it was all about this semester woes that we could not escape. This particular semester I expected to be very simple and easygoing seemed to be vice versa. Mood swings were everywhere, every moment we were at.
But I have got to be as strong as possible…
I have to be kind of venturesome although I’m afraid to…

It is better to care for many rather than only one
Eventhough it is the ‘one’ that I love very much
It is better to take care of many hearts rather than one heart
It has been my mistake
A big mistake to be caring and loving
Towards ‘it’
All this while
And now I realized
We could not satisfy all hearts
We should ignore the one
Whose
Face was really really
Irritating me and others tooooo
Its behaviors to NEVER
Remember!!!!
Let ‘it’ drives its own life
because
we have more indispensable work to be done.
Not only ‘it’!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We have our own ways and it has it’s.
I have my family. Bigger responsibility should I play in there.
Peer is just a peer.
Just a peer!!!
No more than that!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!